golfing away

Today I slept in until about 10am and my daughters came in saying they were going to a ball game with their mother and were going to the clay cafe afterwards. I was not going...hahaha...I turned on my phone and I had a text message from my buddy wanting to go golfing.  Saturday with my wife and kids gone, you bet your ass I was going to go golfing! I have a few passes for the Kingswood 18 hole signature course and thought that would be a great time to use them but deep down knew that there was no hope in hell that we'd be able to get a tee off time on a sunny Saturday.  No dice with Kingswood so we settled on our home course Gilridge.  The only thing is Gilridge was busy and we couldn't get out until after 1pm.  Trust me, that wasn't a big deal.  I didn't feel rushed and I turned the TV on sports Center.  I was able to get a couple more buddy's to go and the four of use went out.  Let me tell you we baked out in the sun!  But it was fun and so relaxing.  I had so much fun that my buddy and I went out again this evening.  And even more fun with be had tomorrow morning when a few of us are starting up our Sunday morning golf games again.  We haven't done this since last summer.  Yep, it was a great day....

my first post

I created this blog in a continuing effort to improve myself.  I want to become a better person but I need an outlet, and this my friends is it.  I have always loved to write and for me it is a way to express myself.  I have issues and over the years I have kept them in check but I feel that i am lacking something?  This will be a constant work in progress.  Right now as I write this I'm not sure how, or even if, it will evolve from this one lonely post.  Speaking of lonely, even though I am constantly surrounded by people, I feel as though I am a very lonely person.  It sounds weird I know but like I said, I have issues.  And what's weirder is that I'm not even sure if my self perceived loneliness is a bad thing or a happy thing?  Anyway I do know one thing, no body gets me?  Or at least I think no one gets me?